I wish to start my career as a professional photographer in order to support myself and anyone I get in touch with

I wish to start a career in photography and videography but I’m unable to afford the gadgets. I’ve already started learning through online video tutorials but I’m unable to practice because I don’t have a camera. I wish to get a good camera, lenses, speed light , soft box and other gadgets to help with my dream. If my wish is granted, I will ensure that I also help other people who are unable to pursue their dreams due to resource constraints.