I wish that my ex Jeremy what contact me and will support give me time and respect

I’ve been with my ex going on 4 years now he has ADHD and it’s hard for him to focus on one thing and sometimes things play out in his mind that are not there the Lord knows my heart and this man knows that I love him it’s just it’s strong inside influence I wish we can see that our relationship and to know that I love him and honor him and then my wish could overpower is my set of negativity towards me I just want him to understand I’ll always wait for him God’s will